Stories and Poems from the Writers' Critique Group of First Reformed Church, Schenectady, New York

Month: April 2024

The Apparition: a Found Poem

By James Gonda.


Dreams oppressed me:
A square, empty room
A single bed in the corner
Me on it
It is getting dark.

The ceiling opens
A winged being descends
Filling the room with movement and clouds
A rustle of trailing wings
An angel!

I cannot open my eyes,
It’s too light, too bright.

After rummaging about
He rises and passes through the opening
Taking the light and blue air
It is dark once again.

I wake up.


From Marc Chagall’s Autobiography “My Life” and the inspiration for his painting The Apparition (Self-Portrait with a Muse). 


Corona Fever (post-apoecliptic writing)

By John Hargraves.


The State Police warned against heading north. Road congestion, food scarcity and limited restroom accommodations would be the order of the day. 

Eye doctors were on standby for injury. I decided to head up the Adirondack Northway from Albany to Westport, a little village 126 miles away on the west coast of Lake Champlain for the payoff of totality. 

New Jersey plates abounded as I jockeyed the middle lane between 20 and 60 miles per hour with occasional halts. Motorcyclists flew by in between vehicles and along the shoulders, clocking 80 plus with no fear of destination failure. 

Nearing the High Peaks Visitor Center at mile 100, I was ready for relief but hope was short-lived. A line equivalent in number to the mile marker lingered far out the front door, carrying Olympic bladders. 

No longer a member of this club, I continued on to an empty facility-free rest stop hosted by a woodsy surround. A weaker club dispersed there, traipsing hurriedly into the snowy tree cover and watching their step to avoid previous deposits. Emptied and satisfied, I was now able to focus on the last lap to the lakeshore village.

Arriving just in time for small town hospitality, free solar peepers and the last perfect parking spot, I was exhilarated. High on a hill, wide paths meandered to the gentle waves lapping below. I studied for a proper vista of the eclipse that was beginning. A tiny cookie bite was visible in the warm 60 degree air.

The shoreline facing the eastern sky looked like the best bet to view the paradox of a 360 degree sunset with its red shift at 3:25pm, just 45 minutes out.  At least a thousand friendly gatherers dotted the terrain, hailing from points south on their blankets and chairs. 

Herbal whiffs perfumed the air. I scoped the trees for potential shadow effects and even brought my spaghetti colander to play games with the light. 

Soon the air began to cool and I was wishing for my winter jacket and gloves left in the car. I had forgotten about the sudden predicted thermal loss. Twilight began to beckon with 95 percent of the cookie eaten. 

The chill rose and all became black through my solar glasses, followed by the roar and exclamation of the crowd’s oohs and aahs. Pulling them off, I beheld the crowning glory of the gaseous corona’s saw-toothed halo around the moon’s black disc in a night sky.

Stars began to twinkle and a rosy hue was painted over the lake.Then the gods Jupiter and Venus appeared for posterity. Three minutes seemed like only 10 seconds as the sun’s rays began to slip forth the daylight once again. 

It signified a resurrection from a glowing crown of thorns and marked the Eastertide of this April 8th. I wanted to put more quarters in the slot to keep it going but would have to wait for my next reincarnation. 

The Philosopher’s View: A Found Poem

By James Gonda.


If you are a philosopher you can do this:

Go to the top of a high building

Look down upon your fellow men

300 feet below and despise them as insects.

Like water bugs on summer ponds

They crawl and circle and hustle about idiotically

Without aim or purpose.

They do not even move with the intelligence of ants,

For ants always know when they are going home

And will reach home and get his slippers on

While you are left at your elevated station.

Man, then, to the house-topped philosopher

Is a creeping, contemptible beetle.

Brokers, poets, millionaires, bootblacks, beauties,

Hod-carriers, and politicians become little black specks

Dodging bigger black specks in streets

No wider than your thumb.

From this high view the city itself

Becomes degraded to an unintelligible mass

Of distorted buildings and impossible perspectives.

The ocean is a duck pond; the earth a lost golf ball.

All the minutiae of life are gone.

The philosopher gazes into the infinite heavens

And allows his soul to expand to the influence

Of his new view.

He feels that he is the heir to Eternity

and the child of Time.

What are the ambitions, the achievements,

The paltry conquests and loves of those restless insects below

Compared with the serene and awful immensity

Of the universe above?


It is guaranteed that the philosopher will have these thoughts

And when he takes the elevator down

His mind is broader, his heart is at peace,

And his conception of the cosmogony of creation

Is as wide as the buckle of Orion’s summer belt.


From the short story “Psyche and the Pskyscraper” by O. Henry

Room of Vigor

By John Hargraves.


I fall asleep

And enter the Room

Full of Vigor.

There I am

in full stride,  grasping.

All is within reach.

Immensely heavy,

It’s but a featherweight.

And I smile

With the ease, a Gift.

Then I awake…